horrible asthma

yesterday i had to get an emergency appoinbtment at the doctors as i was on the verge of having an asthma attack all night. in the end, i had a nebuliser thingy and it seemed to be the trick, but it was a bit scary.

news of the bean (bump, this is what i call it) has spread like wild fire at work, and now people are either being unsually nice to me, sort of edging away like it might be infectious, or ignoring it! haha. quite an interesting study in human behaviour. i have to say, on the whole everyhone has been really nice, and I am feeling all warm and fuzzy. this is a definate change from gray and sicky, so i think it must be good.

i am only teaching an hr today, and then back home to sit in the warm and mark essays...... i think there is a chance i have trained myself to so this in my sleep- if only this was the sort of transerable skill that might get me a full time job!