Friday, February 23, 2007

friday


thank god. no really. i am still ill, and fin is ill again, and i have the worst hair ever. it is official. also, the house is being wrecked by a boy who wont eat off a spoon and likes to throw things!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

this seasons look for the men in your life!




fin and grandma at the aquarium


bum week

I am having a bum week, and i find it cathartic to moan. here is why:

1- my work do not value me in any shape or form. I have no office space, no access to a computer, no where to do any marking or prep, or see students. I am reduced to sitting in the lobby, and made to feel (and look like) no one cares about my input or effort. do not get me started on the pay.

2- my phd is just going on and on and on. my supervisor didnt really rate the last chapter, but on the up side did give me some better feedback, so i can go about fixing it. but it is just dragging on.

3- our house if TINY! and i broke my favourite mirror. grrr

4- i have a stinking cold.

5- I need, but cannt afford a hair cut.

all of this is making me feel rubbish. I know i am veyr luck to have a husband, and a baby and a house, i am just lacking perspective this week. next time i post i will have pictures of rome and fin.

Monday, February 12, 2007

work.....

I am now back at work, yuck yuck! i am not enjoying it at all like i used too- jsut seemd like i spend the entire day planning how to get fin too/from nursery, or thinking about him while i am there.... in fact, todays seminqar was a total disaster- spome crazy person had stoled my photocopying, so i didnt have anything for them to do for the first 20 minutes. crap! i tell you, i wouldnt pay tuition fees for that lesson.

plau the boy is still really not well, he is off his food and has a hackinh 40 B & H a day cough- think i will take him to the doc this afternoon and demand that they make him better- hate it when hes ill. really then, so far, today has been rubbish. got to teach tonight 7-9 so i will be death on a stick tired- RUBBISH!

Friday, February 09, 2007

congratulations to adam and karen!


this morning my brother proposed to his lovely girlfriend live on our local radio station and she said yes!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.

it was a lovely proposal and ity made me cry! ( and her afterwards- god women, we have more hormones sometimes than a womens rugby team!) but i am sooo happy for them...... and if they need a page boy....

Sunday, February 04, 2007

I am writing this in Rome!

goddam me feet hurt! we must have been walking around for the last 3 days for miles and miles-...... ouch! but we have seen every church in the near and far, and ever site that the guide book thought was worthhile. and eaten a lot lot of food. david thinks the food has been a bit of a pricy letdown, but i have been scoffing mushroom pizzas and risotto.....mmmmmm......

i really think the only downside has been my ever hurting poor left foot )doctor said i probably broke the beckham bone a while agoand it is too late to fix!) and the gut wrenching missing the baby. although i know he is safe in the hand of nana and grandma, i still meep at every baby we see, and have been buying him a lot. so far he has aquaired: a lovely blue preppy outfit fro outside the vatican; a moblie with clouds; and a totally garish snow globe with teh trvui fountain in it! (which was bought under the influnce of wine at lunch today)

to be honest i am quite looking forward toi coming home, although this coming week i have my *gulp* first day back at work, teaching my C & C at soton.... and i have to leave my scrummy boy at nursery, i suspect i may cry then as well!

anyway, dave is on his way back with cake and wine, so i am going to enjoy my last grownup day- ciao!

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

happy birthday to me!

no time to post, but david is taking me to rome!!! on friday!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

blurry cat encounters

this is fin trying to kiss my mums kitten, flo. ahhhh. i was in uni yesterday and i fouind out i got a distinction for the second part of the teacher training course i did. yay! and i got a few more hours teaching at portsmouth, so at least there is a fair chance that the three of us, plus moggies et al will not starve! we are off to siansburys in the pouring rain this morning, and then to mummy group this afternoon... they are holding a food tasting session, so i can watch fin pull this "are you trying to kill me?" face he does when he first tried new things!

Monday, January 15, 2007

first party for fin

on saturday fin went to his 1st party, georges 1st birthday, there was cake and kids bigger than him, so def a life experience! anyway, we had lots of fun, and then yesterday we went for lunch at one of our interloped nct friends! it was ace, there was wine and balti, what more can i girl ask for........

Thursday, January 11, 2007

phd

yes, i am actually doing some work. well, i have benn very busy working. today i have: pestered mp dennis macshane (rubbish- no help at all), written to the oxford coroners office, got archive stuff from the coventry evening telegraph, finished my notes from said rubbish mp book, filled in my contract for uni, begged for more hours from portsmouth, printed relevant articles on jstor and air force magazine, bitten my nails, and missed the boy horribly. i cant imagine how horrid it will be when i actually havce to go back to work proper! he is being babysat by his nana and grandad, so when i get back chances are he wont even have noticed i was gone!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

at last! a christening picture!


see! it did indeed occure, and we must all be amazed at how fab the gown was, THANK YOU janet, who also got us some very fine chocs for xmas... anyway, this is the godparents posse, it includes alison, adam, mark and matt.

Friday, January 05, 2007

Good morning!


Today is a bit swish as fin and i have been invited to go to a coffee thing at another nct group! we are interlopers! i am now just hoping that he will not try and use one of his TWO teeth on any of the other babies! Also planning to go to the library and get him some new cardboard to chew. (think of all the germs *shudder*) So should be a fun day.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

this is a picture of fin not choaking


which is not what he looked like half an hour ago, when he first really made my hear feel all funny by choaking on some spag bog and going blue with purple eyes! i tried wacking him on the back and then i had to hook my finger into his mouth and get the bit of offending cow, which was obviously seeking revenge from beyond the slaughter house. god, it half scared me to death. anyway, after that he ate a yougert, slices of pear, 4 grapes and a bowl of caulliflower and brocolli cheese, so no real damage there!

finding a job

I have been trying to find a few hours teaching now for months, and i cant seem to get a job. i am starting to suspect it is because i keep writing about having a baby on the forms, and if this is the case then it SUCKS! I am no less qualified now, grrrrrr.